bad friend

how can i describe what happen today..
firstly i getting tired to be nice to the person that never appreciated me..
im done everything because im their friend,.
but when i asked them to help me, a lot of excuse they gave to me
tired la, lazy la and everything..
but some of them still helping me until the end..
i just wonder why i should do??
and i decided to be a bad friend.
very bad friend..
i just want to live in sapphire blue..
live in my fantasy...
i just want to forget every moment that hurt me..

thank you friend,
who make me dare to refuse
i love u