Monday, January 17, 2011

Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye

people always said that guys only cry 3x in their life..
may be..
son will cry because of their parents,
husband because his wife and
father because of their children..

today im having low vision clinic.. for real it is deabak!!!
having real patient for low vision
for the first time in my life!!!!
ya what can i say... im really222 regret because our citizen still dont understand why the routine eye examination is important and why people always said that what they are doing is the best...
this is nonsense... FOR REAL...

y dont u just give the visual aids before doing any operation???
wasting money???
or what???
how about low vision patient????
waiting for operation without any aids???
do u think this the best way???

today 1 young patient walk in to the low vision clinic..
without any visual aids..
its really amazing..
if u saw him, u cant said that he having visual problem..
just like a normal person....

previously he had brain tumor and after the surgery the vision is affected..
he unable to see the biggest later..
cannot watching tv and playing game as before..
he just a young children...
hoping that he can can continue his study and take a responsible to support his parents..

his parents never give up to treat his son..
always find the way to make his son to able to doing his normal live again..
im really proud n thankful to his parents...
because they never2222 give up to find the solution....

in this clinic, the optom tried their best to make him to be able to see.
they giving high magnification to help him to read..
telescope to make him able to see the white broad..
im just helping becuase im still student..

for the first time after 1 year, he able to read 1 letter, his father cried hard..
for the first time after the surgery his son able to see the father face..
i know that feeling.
and...
its really hard for me..
i unable to control my own feeling...
i cried hard too.. (going to the other room la noo)

when we showing them the gadget that can help the patient..
his father look really222 happy...
like he want to buy everything...
even that to expensive...
but its nothing if compared to his son happiness...

when the optom said that his son need to register under JKM,
1 more time his tears coming out without stops..
and i cried too..
but this time i try to hide my tears..
hoping that the father knows that im supporting that action...
because this is needed...

ya i know what the father think...
i will sad too if he is my son
how can i accept this situation..
he's normal before..
he still can work..
he still can see if im giving him visual aids..
i have money and i can buy everything that he need...
y i need to register him under JKM???

for my point of view, his father dont really want to register him under JKM but for real its really2 help for that patient..
they will get extra care..
this what they need...
to able to stand in this world by their self in the future...

not because they are poor or they have no family members to take care..
but this is for make them able to walk in this world without dependent to others...
so this is more valuable for patient...

i dont know y im telling this story
but i really2 want to write it in my blog..

one of the cause that make a guy cried..!!!
father that cry because of his child...
not because he regret about having this child but because he cant help his child...

uncle...
ur son is an amazing guy...
he will success in his life..
so dont be sad...

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

friends

it so hard to see u compared to my oppa..
i really22 hate it...
just like want to turn back to the time when we gather together and gossip...
ish.. its not gonna happen rite??

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Character is much easier kept than recovered

yup i agree with that,... hahah character is much easier to kept than recover..

i just finish doing my report.. actually half from my report..
and i need to write more222222 report before this friday..
seriously i have no mood to do it..
hahahah
lazy people ^^

today,
i didnot pay attention in my class seriously
because i really dont like the subject..
i need to read a lot of thing and i hate it...

after class-->> MEETING
same problem...
i hate it..
i think it only wasting my time....
not everyone pay attention during the meeting and me too ^^..
hahah we meeting at Hong Kong ss2 tau..
best!!!!!!!!!!!!! (THUMB UP)..
sebab kat situ tv dia tayang artis korea ja..
i love it...... ^^

im waiting for super junior mv tapi...
kecewa, dissapointed...
mana tak nya habis ja SNSD, SNSD lagi yang keluar..
dari lagu genie sampai la hoot...
after 30 min seoul song coming out but masa tu kitaorg dah kena balik..
i hate22222..
i asked my friends to wait but they dont want..
really22222222 angry..
i hate that moment..
argue..argue and then keluarlah ugutan nak tag diarong kat facebook (seoul song)
hahahh childlish

now..
im so happy sbb dah balas dendam
coz i tagged them in my facebook.. hahahahah
so everyone need to see super junior first.. hahahha
if not i will tag them again.....


friends thanks for understand me
what i like, what i hate..
u always listen to me..
thanks again...



Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Someday is not a day of the week

just finish doing my presentation slide for tomorrow class..
actually i dont know what to write...
haih.. so so so..
hahahha
i think i want to flash back what im doing in 2010..
i think its not too late..

ya i started 2010 with working at optical shop..
get a lot of experience and i started to take the responsible for everything that i given to the patient..

march is awesome.. terlalu awesome.. ah so so happy if think about it...
Y??
hahahh SUPER JUNIOR CONCERT LA ..
my friend paid for my ticket.. at first i want to buy it but.... they paid for me..
thanks to all my friends.. im really appreciated, what u have done..
so MARCH 2010 is to awesome for me...

then... what happen next???
i cannot remember..
hahahhah joking....
how can i forget this moment??
nonsense..
on June
hang out with my precious sister... beloved sister...
doing a lot of crazy thing..
take a picture...
just for her birthday...
but no cake..... so bad : (

July... im doing part time job..
study and working..
too tired and i dont like it.. really22222 dont like the feeling...
but i learn something that really precious.
MONEY IS NOT TO WASTE..

DECEMBER>>!!!
there a lots of memory that i can keep in my mine!!!
1st time entering operation room to see how the doctor doing laser..
sound like nothing right?? but i like it..
hahhahah
going to my friend convocation
what more???
back to kedah!!! my beloved hometown.. for my cousin wedding
what more???


i hope this year will be more22222 wonderful....
i hope that everything that im doing now its worth for something..
my hope is too high but i really22222 want to make it..
just to prove to myself... that i can do it!!!