True friendship is felt, not said

thanks to all my best friends that shares the good times and helps out by listening during the bad times..
i really appreciated it..

Imam Jafar Sadiq (as) Says: "Be careful to have 

truthful friends and try to obtain them, for they are 

your support when you are in welfare, and your advocator 

when you have misfortune."

When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.

Know that life is filled with tests and trials.
Allah reminds us in the Quran: Do men think that they will be left alone on saying, `We believe; and that they will not be tested? We did test those before them and Allah will certainly know those who are true from those who are false. [al-Ankabut 29:2-3.]

should i???

its really hurt when u always giving an excuses..

even for a simple question...

i want to ignore it but i cant...

and it is really hurt when u telling a lie...

i want to trust u again and again...

but its become more and more complicated...

why everything is related to me!!!

did i do something wrong???

did i hurt u???

i really hate myself because i know nothing..

i keep asking..

why this happen??

is this because of me??

or it is because of u???

or it is because of us??

why dont u tell the truth??

what u thing of us??

enemy???

what is friendship for u???

it is nothing??

priceless??

if yes..

u not deserve us as ur friend...

until now, just assume that we are not good friend in past...

"Be not like the hypocrite who, when he talks, tells lies; when he gives a promise, he breaks it; and when he is trusted, he proves dishonest." (Bukhari & Muslim)

did u trust me???

i keep wonder, why2222 did u lies to us??

are we really bad in front of ur eyes?

or 

because we are not in ur side???

just tell the truth...

its better to hurt by the truth than comfort with a lie...

"Say what is true, although it may be bitter and displeasing to people." (Baihaqi)

its not about the song....

i dont know why i keep listening to this song..

yes i admit at first i listen this song because of the singer,

but this song is so nice....

i keep read the meaning over and over again

this song really teach me..

to be as humble as we can because we are the only one..

we dont have to fight just to be no. one...

its nice right???

listen to this music...

 dont your really thing the lyrics is so nice???

p/s: for my friends, stop fighting because your are the only one

Even as the fingers of the two hands are equal, so are human beings equal to one another. No one has any right, nor any preference to claim over another.

hak wanita!!!

nak dikatakan cerita la, sesetengah lelaki ni degil kan...

bukan tu ja dah la tak pandai menghormati hak kaum wanita, diungkitnya plak, org wanita ni megada2 la and macam2 lagi la...

eh awak!! dah terang2 kat pintu tu tulis untuk wanita sahaja, for ladies only.. tak kan lah x nampak..

kalau ye pun x nampak, bila org cakap x kan x paham kot??

malu la sikit, dudak kecik pun tau....

ish2222........

kalau tandas wanita x pulak awak masuk...

kenapa coach wanita awak nak masuk??

teringin nak pakai skirt???

kepada kaum lelaki,

ini bukan sengaja dilakuakan

tapi untuk menjaga hak kaum wanita sendiri..

pikir-pikirkan lah....

rock climbing!!!

"only those who will risk going too far can possibly find out how far it is possible to go"
T.S. Eliot

The strong person is not the good wrestler. Rather, the strong person is one who controls himself when he is angry 

happy 6th years SUPER JUNIOR

6 years

5 albums

4 sub-groups

3 asian tour

2 words

1 miracle

from misswatever93

UNIVERSAL!!!!!

all life is an experiment

the more experiments you make..

THE BETTER.....

  

  

p/s: at universal studio Singapore

with my sister!!!!

2011

Hiduplah hari ini tanpa kesedihan, kegalauan, kemarahan, kedengkian &kebencian. 

besday time!!! ^^

its too late to tell about this but... i really want to thanks to all my beloved friends because of wonderful birthday party in seoul garden and SUPER JUNIOR's Birthday card!!!!!..

thanks to Allah...

Sekarang mungkin kita gembira, kita happy. Kita tidak tahu apa jadi esok & lusa 

THE RETURN OF SUPERIOR!!!

yahh!!! this is time for ELFs to be proud once again.. hhhuhu

but we need to let heechul oppa go..

but its ok because he still in everyone's heart..

i hope he be doing well and stay health until the time we meet again..

p/s i love u kim hee chul

milky skin kim hee chul...

remember u look good when u smile..!!

Cubalah beri kegembiraan kepada orang lain, inshaAllaah kegembiraan itu akan terbias padamu kelak. 

i'm at malaysia now!!!!!!!!!!!!

so nice..

im back for good!!!!!

"No one realizes how beautiful it is to travel until he comes home and rests his head on his old, familiar pillow." -- Lin Yutang 

god does not speak the language through your ears but through your circumstance.. just be strong n i believe u can do it.

kodaikanal (bonding trip)

p/s: of journeying the benefits are many;

the freshness it bringeth to the heart

the seeing and hearing of marvelous thing

the delight of beholding new cities

the meeting of unknown friends

and the learning of high manner

-muslih-uddin sadi-

from friendship we can learn more how to appreciate...

yeahhhh!!!!! after 1 month n 9 days in india....

When we leave something for the sake of Allah, HE will replace our former situation with something A LOT better, inshaAllah. 

friendship??

what the meaning of friendship??

someone said that in the world there a lot of type of ship..

big ship, small ship but the most expensive and the best in the world is FRIENDSHIP..

but why most of us dont even know their responsibility in this friendship..

make they friend upset, disappointed???

friend, where are u??

y u only appear when im ride limo and when im using the bus u r ignoring me??

this is friends??? friendship???

someone say: A true friend is one who thinks you are a good egg even if you are half-cracked.
but why, when im doing wrong, u go and leave me ??
even its the small mistake??
u should stay with me and comfort me..
because a good friend laughs when u are happy and crying when u r sad
and a loyal friends will ride the bus when ur limo is break..

so i hope, everyone can be a good friend
A friend is the one who comes in when the whole world has gone out.



A friend cannot be considered a friend until he is tested in threeoccasions: in time of need, behind your back, and after your death.- Ali ibn abi Talib (radiAllah anhu)

“Happiness radiates like the fragrance from a flower, and draws all good things toward you.”

dalam mencapai cita2 tak ada benda yang mudah.. bak kata org nak masuk tandas pun kena bayar..
menjalani kehidupan sebagai seorg perantau ada baik dan buruknya...
x semua bad dan sebaliknya...
but the important thing if what u believe...
do ur believe urself or other..
being happy and take it as a challenge to success or crying in the middle and u fail for the whole life..
INDIA..!!!
rakyatnya miskin duit tapi banyak ilmunya.. x macam kita..
cakap ja pandai tapi habuk pun tak tau..
im really happy to be able to come here, and really hope i can adapt the temperature here..

miss my country MALAYSIA!!!!!

Most people ask for happiness on condition.
Happiness can only be felt if you don’t set any condition

Memories last forever, never do they die. Friends stay together, never say goodbye.

preparation time

this the beginning before the war is started and this happen....

Friends are the most important part of your life. Treasure the tears, treasure the laughter, but most importantly, treasure the memories

We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everyhwere

this the journey that i choose..

Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye

people always said that guys only cry 3x in their life..
may be..
son will cry because of their parents,
husband because his wife and
father because of their children..

today im having low vision clinic.. for real it is deabak!!!
having real patient for low vision
for the first time in my life!!!!
ya what can i say... im really222 regret because our citizen still dont understand why the routine eye examination is important and why people always said that what they are doing is the best...
this is nonsense... FOR REAL...

y dont u just give the visual aids before doing any operation???
wasting money???
or what???
how about low vision patient????
waiting for operation without any aids???
do u think this the best way???

today 1 young patient walk in to the low vision clinic..
without any visual aids..
its really amazing..
if u saw him, u cant said that he having visual problem..
just like a normal person....

previously he had brain tumor and after the surgery the vision is affected..
he unable to see the biggest later..
cannot watching tv and playing game as before..
he just a young children...
hoping that he can can continue his study and take a responsible to support his parents..

his parents never give up to treat his son..
always find the way to make his son to able to doing his normal live again..
im really proud n thankful to his parents...
because they never2222 give up to find the solution....

in this clinic, the optom tried their best to make him to be able to see.
they giving high magnification to help him to read..
telescope to make him able to see the white broad..
im just helping becuase im still student..

for the first time after 1 year, he able to read 1 letter, his father cried hard..
for the first time after the surgery his son able to see the father face..
i know that feeling.
and...
its really hard for me..
i unable to control my own feeling...
i cried hard too.. (going to the other room la noo)

when we showing them the gadget that can help the patient..
his father look really222 happy...
like he want to buy everything...
even that to expensive...
but its nothing if compared to his son happiness...

when the optom said that his son need to register under JKM,
1 more time his tears coming out without stops..
and i cried too..
but this time i try to hide my tears..
hoping that the father knows that im supporting that action...
because this is needed...

ya i know what the father think...
i will sad too if he is my son
how can i accept this situation..
he's normal before..
he still can work..
he still can see if im giving him visual aids..
i have money and i can buy everything that he need...
y i need to register him under JKM???

for my point of view, his father dont really want to register him under JKM but for real its really2 help for that patient..
they will get extra care..
this what they need...
to able to stand in this world by their self in the future...

not because they are poor or they have no family members to take care..
but this is for make them able to walk in this world without dependent to others...
so this is more valuable for patient...

i dont know y im telling this story
but i really2 want to write it in my blog..

one of the cause that make a guy cried..!!!
father that cry because of his child...
not because he regret about having this child but because he cant help his child...

uncle...
ur son is an amazing guy...
he will success in his life..
so dont be sad...

friends

it so hard to see u compared to my oppa..
i really22 hate it...
just like want to turn back to the time when we gather together and gossip...
ish.. its not gonna happen rite??

Character is much easier kept than recovered

yup i agree with that,... hahah character is much easier to kept than recover..

i just finish doing my report.. actually half from my report..
and i need to write more222222 report before this friday..
seriously i have no mood to do it..
hahahah
lazy people ^^

today,
i didnot pay attention in my class seriously
because i really dont like the subject..
i need to read a lot of thing and i hate it...

after class-->> MEETING
same problem...
i hate it..
i think it only wasting my time....
not everyone pay attention during the meeting and me too ^^..
hahah we meeting at Hong Kong ss2 tau..
best!!!!!!!!!!!!! (THUMB UP)..
sebab kat situ tv dia tayang artis korea ja..
i love it...... ^^

im waiting for super junior mv tapi...
kecewa, dissapointed...
mana tak nya habis ja SNSD, SNSD lagi yang keluar..
dari lagu genie sampai la hoot...
after 30 min seoul song coming out but masa tu kitaorg dah kena balik..
i hate22222..
i asked my friends to wait but they dont want..
really22222222 angry..
i hate that moment..
argue..argue and then keluarlah ugutan nak tag diarong kat facebook (seoul song)
hahahh childlish

now..
im so happy sbb dah balas dendam
coz i tagged them in my facebook.. hahahahah
so everyone need to see super junior first.. hahahha
if not i will tag them again.....

friends thanks for understand me
what i like, what i hate..
u always listen to me..
thanks again...

Someday is not a day of the week

just finish doing my presentation slide for tomorrow class..
actually i dont know what to write...
haih.. so so so..
hahahha
i think i want to flash back what im doing in 2010..
i think its not too late..

ya i started 2010 with working at optical shop..
get a lot of experience and i started to take the responsible for everything that i given to the patient..

march is awesome.. terlalu awesome.. ah so so happy if think about it...
Y??
hahahh SUPER JUNIOR CONCERT LA ..
my friend paid for my ticket.. at first i want to buy it but.... they paid for me..
thanks to all my friends.. im really appreciated, what u have done..
so MARCH 2010 is to awesome for me...

then... what happen next???
i cannot remember..
hahahhah joking....
how can i forget this moment??
nonsense..
on June
hang out with my precious sister... beloved sister...
doing a lot of crazy thing..
take a picture...
just for her birthday...
but no cake..... so bad : (

July... im doing part time job..
study and working..
too tired and i dont like it.. really22222 dont like the feeling...
but i learn something that really precious.
MONEY IS NOT TO WASTE..

DECEMBER>>!!!
there a lots of memory that i can keep in my mine!!!
1st time entering operation room to see how the doctor doing laser..
sound like nothing right?? but i like it..
hahhahah
going to my friend convocation
what more???
back to kedah!!! my beloved hometown.. for my cousin wedding
what more???


i hope this year will be more22222 wonderful....
i hope that everything that im doing now its worth for something..
my hope is too high but i really22222 want to make it..
just to prove to myself... that i can do it!!!